Could all that's lost ever be found? Could a garden come up from this ground?

I stare at my little boy and I am absolutely overwhelmed to the point of tears as I listen to this song.



Last year at this time I was miserable, sick and scared. I thought my life was unravelling and I had no way of fixing it.



When I found out I was pregnant I thought it couldn't have happened at a worst time.



And now, I hold a miracle. Grayson Wesley Brown was welcomed into this world at 5 pm on October 26, 2015. He was held and cleaned up by a man that loves his wife and his son. He was kissed and nursed by a woman that loves her husband and son.



God took all the ugly the world gave and planted a seed that grew into a boy who saved two lives.



Welcome, Baby G. Daddy and Mama are here as a couple, a team for you. We will protect you, raise you and show you how to navigate this big world. More importantly we will show you what love is. What forgiveness is. We will show you how to have JOY in the dirt of the world.



Thank you, God, for making all this pain into a garden.